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Stan Jenkins's
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Friday, October 30, 2009,8:42 PM
Finally!
O God,!!! Finally! Its done! The hellish exam is over! When at Wednesday, you will feel that Friday is only 2 days away, but it is also 2 MORE DAYS??? O God!!! Nothing to blog... but I finally talked to her more than 2 sentences 2day...lolx... And New blog...! Created by Darz... Helped by Darz n me! GO see and comment pls http://www.musicvillainz.blogspot.com/ Sunday, October 18, 2009,8:23 PM
Its Alright Its Ok by Ashley Tisdale
Found another great song. Thx to Darz again... Ashley Tisdale
Its Alright Its Ok You told me There's no need To talk it out Cause its too late To proceed And slowly I took your words And walked away No looking back I wont regret, no I will find my way I'm broken But still I have to say It's Alright, it's OK I'm so much better without you I won't be sorry It's Alright, it's OK So don't you bother what I do No matter what you say I wont return Our bridge has burned down I'm stronger now It's Alright, it's OK I'm so much better without you I won't be sorry You played me Betrayed me Your love was nothing but a game Portrayed a role You took control, I I couldn't help but fall So deep But now I see things clear It's Alright, it's OK I'm so much better without you I won't be sorry It's Alright, it's OK So don't you bother what I do No matter what you say I wont return Our bridge has burned down I'm stronger now It's Alright, it's OK I'm so much better without you I won't be sorry Don't waste your fiction tears on me Just save them for someone in need It's way too late I'm closing the door It's Alright, OK I'm so much better without you I won't be sorry It's Alright, it's OK So don't you bother what I do No matter what you say I wont return Our bridge has burned down I'm stronger now It's Alright, it's OK I'm so much better without you I won't be sorry It's Alright, it's OK Alright, OK Without you No matter what you say It's Alright, it's OK Alright, OK Without you I won't be sorry 12:47 PM
DREAM!!!
I JUST GOT THE BEST DREAM OF MY LIFE YET...YESTERDAY WHEN I TIDUR... 1st. Was weird..we were in cooking class...COOKING CLASS!?!?.... Bluek 2nd. Became ROCK STAR! 3rd. I met Hayley William!!! Hayley!!! THen i got her HP number...!!! But when I woke up...checked my phone...go contacts...go"H"...onli got Hanson n Raj... haiz~ At least its a dream and one day dream will come true~ Friday, October 16, 2009,11:48 PM
WakaWakaBooom!
Went tuition at Bangsar. 2 bloody annoying kids sitting beside. F*cking annoying. Then makan at Aunty Yvonne hse. Aunty Yvonne cooked a meal for us....She cooked? O.o!!! With the guidance of popo's master skill!Back home...1st thing. On the comp. Then just do the usual. Chat, play games...till late night. Byes! WAKAWAKABOOOM! It Means "Waka" = Crazy Drunken Monkey with a bloody chainsaw according to my MSN "Boom" = Basically means BOOOOOOOOM!!! Btw, Am I super HYPER 2day? Monday, October 12, 2009,10:40 PM
Michael Bolton - Murder My Heart
Be4 i sign off, finally got this song that I wanted for dew months dy. Thx Darz. Its called Murder my heart by Michael Bolton. Wrote by Lady Gaga. Michael Bolton
Murder my Heart Don't wanna let this moment slip away Cause I... have something that I really need to say And it's killing me inside I think that you don't understand How I... would give you all I have and all I am Till the end of time You got me defenseless, intoxicated senseless You cut me so deeply, I must confess Baby I can't breath, when my arms around you Baby it kills me cause now that I found you Your love is like a weapon girl, I can't live without you You're so beautiful, it's tearing me apart You murder my heart... oh You murder my heart... oh girl I need to catch my breathe with you sometimes Cause I... get dizzy when your body's touching mine Girl you're killing me inside The way you move is much too sexy baby So I... surrender to your hands, your lips, your taste And I'm telling you tonight You got me defenseless, intoxicated senseless You cut me so deeply, I must confess Baby I can't breath, when my arms around you Baby it kills me cause now that I found you Your love is like a weapon girl, I can't live without you You're so beautiful, it's tearing me apart You murder my heart... oh You murder my heart... oh girl I climb up the past that I could never escape Girl you hurt me and changed from the start I'm just a witness to the scene of my heart And the way you've been slaying my heart Baby I can't breath when my arms around you Baby it kills me cause now that I found you Your love is like a weapon girl, I can't live without you You're so beautiful, it's tearing me apart You murder my heart... oh You murder my heart... oh girl You murder my heart... oh You murder my heart... tears me apart You murder my heart... girl You murder my heart... oh girl 9:07 PM
12/10/09
Schul was borin~Not reli! Just got 1 news. I think I am gonna forget abt her. Just remember her as a goood friend...=\Pretty sure you gonna see this. So just want to say that I hope you found the right 1 for you. I'm certainly not good better for you. Hope you have the most memorable life of all.Maybe I could accomplish that. Maybe I can't who know? Only time can predict the outcome. Sunday, October 11, 2009,4:38 PM
Da Weekends
Da weekends was erm quite borin? Watched few movies be4/after studying. Watched 1st. Outscrogged(or hw u spell it...Borin...)
2nd. Click (It was okay..) 3rd. Fool's Gold(Okay 2 but Click better) I only remembered this. Hehe...Rock On Dude! Peace! 12:06 AM
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Today was more happie than d days be4...Just watched "Wall-E" on Disney Channel...It totally rock! Rock On WALL-E and EVA! Wall-E and Eva look so cute 2gether. The autopilot one so evil man! Go electrocuted Wall-E hard drive or something. Poor thing. But finally can hold Eva's hand. So nice...10 out of 10! Wish I could be them...=) Saturday, October 10, 2009,4:39 PM
Another day another misery
Woke up at ard 12.35 noon 2day. Slept ard 3.30am last night. Played comp till 2.30. Last game was 1 v 1 against Kai Sheng. 6.63b.Rocks! Lolx. Nothing much happen. Darz ask whether I will make twitter acc or not....Hmppp...Shud I? After that, Just do homework for a lil while. Still got what homework beside maths??? TELL ME! Lolx... Friday, October 9, 2009,9:15 PM
Christina Aguilera - Hurt
Just found another great song by Christina Aguilera. Its called "Hurt". Here are the lyrics. Who wants English songs lyrics just tell me. and i put it as a post in this blog. =>) Christina Aguilera
Hurt Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face You told me how proud you were but I walked away If only I knew what I know today I would hold you in my arms I would take the pain away Thank you for all you've done Forgive all your mistakes There's nothing I wouldn't do To hear your voice again Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself by hurting you Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand? Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am? There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance To look into your eyes and see you looking back I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that I've missed you since you've been away Oh, it's dangerous It's so out of line to try to turn back time I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do And I've hurt myself By hurting you 4:35 PM
Headache Headache go go away
Head Ache Head Ache pls pls go go away.Your visit is no wanted. Please go away. Please go away. 12:22 PM
Sean Kingston ft. Good Charlotte-Shoulda let u go
I just found this song. Thx Darz. Music introducer. This song increases the sadness inside of me. Sean Kingston ft. Good Charlotte Shoulda let u go [Sean Kingston] I'm losing my mind, 'cause she's one of a kind, Oh, she's so fine, gotta make her mine, Everything I do is only for you, 'cause you're my boo, Yes it's so true. My heart is so broken it's splitting in two, Looking so sad 'cause I'm feeling so through, Missing the days of being with you, 'Cause I was stuck to you, girl. Feel like I'm trapped and I cannot get loose, 'Cause I'm so lost I don't know what to do, Yeah, I'm so bad and I'm confused, but I'm still stuck to you, girl. [Joel Madden] 'Cause even when I meet you, yeah I knew I couldn't have you, I knew that I would try, and mess it up, what can I do? And even when you're gone and all my friends all say I'm crazy, Say it ain't right, I want you to have my baby. Oh, Shoulda let you go x3 Let you go [Sean Kingston] Now I'm sitting home, feeling all alone, Wish you had a clone, 'cause girl you got me gone. Here in this chair, wishing you was here, But now it's getting clear, that you don't even care. My heart is so broken it's splitting in two, Looking so sad 'cause I'm feeling so through, Missing the days of being with you, 'Cause I was stuck to you, girl. Feel like I'm trapped and I cannot get loose, 'Cause I'm so lost I don't know what to do, Yeah, I'm so bad and I'm confused, but I'm still stuck to you, girl. [Joel Madden] 'Cause even when I meet you, yeah I knew I couldn't have you, I knew that I would try, and mess it up, what can I do? And even when you're gone and all my friends all say I'm crazy, Say it ain't right, I want you to have my baby. Oh, Shoulda let you go x3 Let you go But if I walked away, I know you'd come crawling back, You're playing hard to get, and I know it's all just an act. 'Cause even when I meet you, yeah I knew I couldn't have you, I knew that I would try, and mess it up, what can I do? And even when you're gone and all my friends all say I'm crazy, Say it ain't right, I want you to have my baby. Oh, Shoulda let you go x3 Let you go Let you go go go go. Thursday, October 8, 2009,11:36 PM
08.10.09
1st. Finally downloaded finish Gamer 2nd. Finally update War3 to 1.24 3rd. I got lots of friends who are trying to cheer me up. ---------Thanks to--------------------- Char-Mui Mui Syafila-Fila Afrina-Finzie Lulu Jeannie Li Xin Marianne Aida Kah Wai Raj Jing Xin Left out anybody? It yes, I'm so sori, as you know "short" memory. Hehe =) =>) Went tuition this morning. At Bangsar. It same as usual. Then went makan at Taman Megah the shop thr. Ordered pan mian. Evan (cousin) ordered yee mian(or hw u spell it) Reached home. Sis was watching Ghost Hunter while Nat was playin sims 3....again.... 1st.Watched tv for awhile. 2nd.Then use the comp. 3rd.Then do homework. I love Beautiful by Eminem!!! It reminds me of HER 5:33 PM
Beautiful-Eminem
This song (Beautiful by Eminem) reminds of her. Lately I’ve been hard to reach I’ve been too long on my own Everybody has a private world Where they can be alone Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through? Are you reaching out for me? Like I’m reaching out for you. (Verse 1) I’m just so fucking depressed I just can’t seem to get out of this slump If I could just get over this hump But I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumps Fell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back up In order for me to pick the mic back up I don’t know how or why or when I ended up being in the position I’m in I’m starting to feel distant again So I decided just to pick this pen Up and try to make an attempt to vent But I just can’t admit or come to grips With the fact that I may be Done with rap, I need a new outlet And I know some shit so hard to swallow But I just can’t sit back and wallow In my own sorrow, but I know one fact I’ll be one tough act to follow One tough act to follow I’ll be one tough act to follow Here today, gone tomorrow But you’d have to walk a thousand miles (Chorus) In my shoes just to see What it’s like to be me I’ll be you, lets trade shoes Just to see what it be like to Feel your pain, you’ll feel mine We’ll go inside each other’s minds Just to see what we find Look at shit through each others eyes Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful They can all get fucked, just stay true to you Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Verse 2) I think I’m starting to lose my sense of humor, everything ‘s so tense and gloomy, I almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room just as soon as I walk in, Its like all eyes on me, so I try to avoid any eye contact Cuz if I do that, then it opens a door for conversation, like I want that! I’m not looking for extra attention, I just want to just like you Blend in with the rest of the room, maybe just point me to the closest restroom I don’t need no fucking man servant, Trying to follow me around and wipe my ass Laugh at every single joke I crack, and half of them ain’t even funny like “Haa! Marshall you’re so funny man you should be a comedian god damn” Unfortunately I am, I just hide behind the tears of a clown So why don’t you all sit down, listen to the tale I’m about to tell Hell, we don’t gotta trade our shoes, and you ain’t gotta to walk no thousand miles (Chorus) In my shoes just to see What it’s like to be me I’ll be you, lets trade shoes Just to see what it be like to Feel your pain, you’ll feel mine We’ll go inside each other’s minds Just to see what we find Look at shit through each others eyes Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful They can all get fucked, just stay true to you Don’t let them say you aint’ beautiful They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Verse 3) Nobody asked for life to deal us With these bullshit hands we’re dealt We gotta take these cards ourselves and flip them don’t expect no help Now I could’ve either just sat on my ass and pissed and moaned Or take this situation in which I’m placed, get up and get my own I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags Or sat on the porch and hoped and pray for his dad to show up, who never did! I just wanted to fit in In every single place and every school I went I dreamed of being that cool kid Even if it meant acting stupid And aunt Edna always told me Keep making that face it’ll get stuck like that Meanwhile I’m just standing there Holding my tongue trying talk like “this” Til I stuck my tongue on a frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old I learned my lesson then, cuz I wasn’t trying to impress my friends no more But I already told you my whole life story, not just based on my description Cuz where you see it, from where you’re sitting, its prolly 110 percent different I guess we would have to walk a mile in each other’s shoes at least What size you wear? I wear 10’s, lets see if you could fit your feet (Chorus) In my shoes just to see What it’s like to be me I’ll be you, lets trade shoes Just to see what it be like to Feel your pain, you’ll feel mine We’ll go inside each other’s minds Just to see what we find Looking through each others eyes Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful They can all get fucked, just stay true to you Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Queen Sample) Lately I’ve been hard to reach I’ve been too long on my own Everybody has a private world Where they can be alone Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through? Are you reaching out for me? Like I’m reaching out for you. (Eminem) Yeah, to my babies, stay strong, dad will be home soon, and to the rest of the world. God gave you them shoes, to fit you… so put them on and wear them and be yourself man, be proud of who you are. Even if it sounds corny, don’t ever let no one tell you, you aint beautiful… Wednesday, October 7, 2009,9:23 PM
7.10.09
Schul was fun. Played "baseball" and paper planes with Darz n Cck. I realised that after we split. We actually talked more than when we were 2gether. Lazy update. Tuesday, October 6, 2009,11:23 PM
06/10/09
Tuition...bah! B-O-R-I-N-G! as usual. Was quite sleepy! When finish tuition Fila smsed me, that gonna have a B-Day party by Fila and for Fila at Sunway. It was freakin awesome! Thx Fila! Fila's mum picked me up at Taman Bahagia LRT Station. When she picked me. Pritykaa Fila n Aida was in d car dy. Actually I dunno that Aida was thr cuz she was sitting in front. And I no c her face. Then we picked up Darren then go Sunway. When we reached there, we went to Starbucks cuz Fila Mum nid go back and pick up Nelly and Mui Mui. *Skip Skip Skip Skip...Fast Forward* Me,Nelly,Darz,Haris,Firzad went to arcade while the girls(Mui Mui, Fila, Pritykaa,Aida,Finzie) watched a movie called 500 days of summer. We suppose to spend 1 hr plus at a arcade????? Finished d game thing Fila mum brought us to the bowling place So 5 of us played. Darren so lucky! In d 1st game, he got all 8 and 9 points in 7 throws lol i beat Nelson in d 2nd last place 2nd match Haris took control 2 strikes and once again i got 2nd last place o and when halfway playin d 1 game the girls came n played a game of theirself Night, smsed HER asked whether she still like me o no, she said not really. So Well basically we broke up. o ( But we became best friends and I hope that she will find a better person than me. Monday, October 5, 2009,11:04 PM
06/10/09
Morning
Went EduSmart tuition for BM reached thr only got 1 person thr slowly slowly slowly (i mean really slow) people start coming. Then Kok Hui Then Justin then Damien then James I kept saying that Julia likes Justin and Justin likes Julia Isn't it true??? Hehe Beside that I just found out that in Justin's whole phone the only contact that got a picture is guess who JULIA! Go Back home Makan Bath watched CSI for awhile( the Las Vegas edition) Its about this fake FBI person who been hit to death by a pro wrestler called Mingus Mingus or shud I say "The Incredible Hulk" (by the Witness) beat the FBI agent until his brain... brain? Brain!!! come out hand separated from body. Worst of all He die in a dirty small smelly bathroom in a gas station in Vegas Reached schul Zabby n X terus come at me! O.o about the lose to David team eh hw i play??? I so noob plus my other 3 players damn noob play bug lagi tu Haiz~ In class(5 Ix) Talked to Darz Zabby abt lots of stuff. Then Simon started giving out money as usual Gave Darz RM10 Lynie think Rm20 Mui Mui RM35 Cck Rm 15 i think I got none cuz i no tamak Simon showed a RM10 note and said 10 sec to come and take I no wan to go What wor? then he toke RM50 n said 2 sec eh 2 sec hw o? Even if i took it dun think i wud get it, I not tamak oso When finish school the bus only left me and Lynie I no wan to talk to her I scared she hates me I really do Maybe I shud just died nobody ever cared about me My death bring the world good? I keep listening to a song called Cellar Door by Escape the Fate and So Close so Far by Hoobastank What would I do to be with you? You're so close yet you're so far Its tearing me apart Friday, October 2, 2009,8:58 PM
Forgotten to say this
I'm with her again
Love you till end of world Thanks! 8:21 PM
2.10.09 Happie day
Elo people!
Was happie night be4 today smsed HER Asked whether can get back 2gether she said she cried when goin back home thinking that she still liked me P.S...I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT NOT EVEN WHEN THE SKY IS FALLIN(YEA ITS FROM CHICKEN LITTLE) NOT EVEN MALAYSIA IS HAVING A EARTHQUAKE NOT EVEN WHEN I GONNA DIE I WILL STILL LOVE YOU! She said Okay,I will give you another chance I was so happy after listening that Before that She said that "Hey we can get back 2gether if Me or she no like another person after 1 month" I said O... thinking 1 month!? 1 month is too long!!! *Sob* 1 Month is 4 weeks and 3 days( i think) 4 weeks and 3 days is 31 days! 31 days is 744 hours 744 hours is 44640 minutes 44640 is 2678400 seconds its so long! 8:11 PM
30.09.09
Today was a really
really really sad day. Received a sms after tuition Onli gonna write last line. She says "So Yea, I wanna split" That message especially that line totally broke my heart felt like just walk on the road and let a car hit me n end my stupid life Pretty sure after I died nobody would ever cared Maybe it could bring the world good for losing a person who is stupid,ugly,coward,fat,idiot, and many many more you name it. I was emo the whole day onli during KH class Pn.Lim brought d mesin jahitan thing n Raj n few other ppl go tried it they press d bottom thing to start it then it like went so fast! Lucky no benang I dunno why they ask me to go O.o At night smsed Mui Mui she cheered me up got 1 line said Eh,what if i killed my self She went mad... Then tidur... with a really sad,afraid,miserable heart. Quote of the day "I love you "You hate me" P.S. It was on 30 of September |
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