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Stan Jenkins's Take it slow and easy man. Don't rush or you fail. Just do it! =D

Yeah~! April 11th is the day a little someone was born. This little someone live in Malaysia. And desperate to fly! =D
The CLAN Man Utd Youtube Nike Football Hayley's
Friday, October 30, 2009,8:42 PM
Finally!

O God,!!! Finally! Its done! The hellish exam is over! When at Wednesday, you will feel that Friday is only 2 days away, but it is also 2 MORE DAYS??? O God!!!
Nothing to blog... but I finally talked to her more than 2 sentences 2day...lolx...

And New blog...! Created by Darz... Helped by Darz n me! GO see and comment pls
http://www.musicvillainz.blogspot.com/
Sunday, October 18, 2009,8:23 PM
Its Alright Its Ok by Ashley Tisdale

Found another great song. Thx to Darz again...

Ashley Tisdale
Its Alright Its Ok

You told me
There's no need
To talk it out
Cause its too late
To proceed
And slowly
I took your words
And walked away

No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say

It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's Alright, it's OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

You played me
Betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrayed a role
You took control, I
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear

It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's Alright, it's OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

Don't waste your fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's way too late
I'm closing the door

It's Alright, OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's Alright, it's OK
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I wont return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
It's Alright, it's OK
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry

It's Alright, it's OK
Alright, OK
Without you
No matter what you say
It's Alright, it's OK
Alright, OK
Without you
I won't be sorry
12:47 PM
DREAM!!!

I JUST GOT THE BEST DREAM OF MY LIFE YET...YESTERDAY WHEN I TIDUR...
1st. Was weird..we were in cooking class...COOKING CLASS!?!?.... Bluek
2nd. Became ROCK STAR!
3rd. I met Hayley William!!! Hayley!!! THen i got her HP number...!!! But when I woke up...checked my phone...go contacts...go"H"...onli got Hanson n Raj...
haiz~
At least its a dream
and one day dream will come true~
Friday, October 16, 2009,11:48 PM
WakaWakaBooom!

Went tuition at Bangsar. 2 bloody annoying kids sitting beside. F*cking annoying. Then makan at Aunty Yvonne hse. Aunty Yvonne cooked a meal for us....She cooked? O.o!!! With the guidance of popo's master skill!Back home...1st thing. On the comp. Then just do the usual. Chat, play games...till late night.

Byes!

WAKAWAKABOOOM!

It Means
"Waka" = Crazy Drunken Monkey with a bloody chainsaw according to my MSN
"Boom" = Basically means BOOOOOOOOM!!!

Btw, Am I super HYPER 2day?
Monday, October 12, 2009,10:40 PM
Michael Bolton - Murder My Heart

Be4 i sign off, finally got this song that I wanted for dew months dy. Thx Darz.
Its called Murder my heart by Michael Bolton. Wrote by Lady Gaga.

Michael Bolton
Murder my Heart

Don't wanna let this moment slip away
Cause I... have something that I really need to say
And it's killing me inside
I think that you don't understand
How I... would give you all I have and all I am
Till the end of time

You got me defenseless, intoxicated senseless
You cut me so deeply, I must confess

Baby I can't breath, when my arms around you
Baby it kills me cause now that I found you
Your love is like a weapon girl, I can't live without you
You're so beautiful, it's tearing me apart
You murder my heart... oh
You murder my heart... oh girl

I need to catch my breathe with you sometimes
Cause I... get dizzy when your body's touching mine
Girl you're killing me inside
The way you move is much too sexy baby
So I... surrender to your hands, your lips, your taste
And I'm telling you tonight

You got me defenseless, intoxicated senseless
You cut me so deeply, I must confess

Baby I can't breath, when my arms around you
Baby it kills me cause now that I found you
Your love is like a weapon girl, I can't live without you
You're so beautiful, it's tearing me apart
You murder my heart... oh
You murder my heart... oh girl


I climb up the past that I could never escape
Girl you hurt me and changed from the start
I'm just a witness to the scene of my heart
And the way you've been slaying my heart

Baby I can't breath when my arms around you
Baby it kills me cause now that I found you
Your love is like a weapon girl, I can't live without you
You're so beautiful, it's tearing me apart
You murder my heart... oh
You murder my heart... oh girl
You murder my heart... oh
You murder my heart... tears me apart
You murder my heart... girl
You murder my heart... oh girl
9:07 PM
12/10/09

Schul was borin~Not reli!
Just got 1 news. I think I am gonna forget abt her. Just remember her as a goood friend...=\Pretty sure you gonna see this. So just want to say that I hope you found the right 1 for you. I'm certainly not good better for you. Hope you have the most memorable life of all.Maybe I could accomplish that. Maybe I can't who know? Only time can predict the outcome.
Sunday, October 11, 2009,4:38 PM
Da Weekends

Da weekends was erm quite borin? Watched few movies be4/after studying. Watched
1st. Outscrogged(or hw u spell it...Borin...)
2nd. Click (It was okay..)
3rd. Fool's Gold(Okay 2 but Click better)

I only remembered this. Hehe...Rock On Dude! Peace!
12:06 AM
=>)

Today was more happie than d days be4...Just watched "Wall-E" on Disney Channel...It totally rock! Rock On WALL-E and EVA! Wall-E and Eva look so cute 2gether. The autopilot one so evil man! Go electrocuted Wall-E hard drive or something. Poor thing. But finally can hold Eva's hand. So nice...10 out of 10! Wish I could be them...=)
Saturday, October 10, 2009,4:39 PM
Another day another misery

Woke up at ard 12.35 noon 2day. Slept ard 3.30am last night. Played comp till 2.30. Last game was 1 v 1 against Kai Sheng. 6.63b.Rocks! Lolx. Nothing much happen. Darz ask whether I will make twitter acc or not....Hmppp...Shud I? After that, Just do homework for a lil while. Still got what homework beside maths??? TELL ME! Lolx...
Friday, October 9, 2009,9:15 PM
Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Just found another great song by Christina Aguilera. Its called "Hurt". Here are the lyrics.
Who wants English songs lyrics just tell me. and i put it as a post in this blog. =>)

Christina Aguilera
Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you


4:35 PM
Headache Headache go go away

Head Ache Head Ache pls pls go go away.Your visit is no wanted. Please go away. Please go away.
12:22 PM
Sean Kingston ft. Good Charlotte-Shoulda let u go

I just found this song. Thx Darz. Music introducer. This song increases the sadness inside of me.

Sean Kingston ft. Good Charlotte

Shoulda let u go


[Sean Kingston]

I'm losing my mind, 'cause she's one of a kind,
Oh, she's so fine, gotta make her mine,
Everything I do is only for you, 'cause you're my boo,
Yes it's so true.

My heart is so broken it's splitting in two,
Looking so sad 'cause I'm feeling so through,
Missing the days of being with you,
'Cause I was stuck to you, girl.
Feel like I'm trapped and I cannot get loose,
'Cause I'm so lost I don't know what to do,
Yeah, I'm so bad and I'm confused, but I'm still stuck to you, girl.

[Joel Madden]
'Cause even when I meet you, yeah I knew I couldn't have you,
I knew that I would try, and mess it up, what can I do?
And even when you're gone and all my friends all say I'm crazy,
Say it ain't right, I want you to have my baby.

Oh, Shoulda let you go x3
Let you go

[Sean Kingston]

Now I'm sitting home, feeling all alone,
Wish you had a clone, 'cause girl you got me gone.
Here in this chair, wishing you was here,
But now it's getting clear, that you don't even care.

My heart is so broken it's splitting in two,
Looking so sad 'cause I'm feeling so through,
Missing the days of being with you,
'Cause I was stuck to you, girl.
Feel like I'm trapped and I cannot get loose,
'Cause I'm so lost I don't know what to do,
Yeah, I'm so bad and I'm confused, but I'm still stuck to you, girl.

[Joel Madden]
'Cause even when I meet you, yeah I knew I couldn't have you,
I knew that I would try, and mess it up, what can I do?
And even when you're gone and all my friends all say I'm crazy,
Say it ain't right, I want you to have my baby.

Oh, Shoulda let you go x3
Let you go

But if I walked away, I know you'd come crawling back,
You're playing hard to get, and I know it's all just an act.

'Cause even when I meet you, yeah I knew I couldn't have you,
I knew that I would try, and mess it up, what can I do?
And even when you're gone and all my friends all say I'm crazy,
Say it ain't right, I want you to have my baby.

Oh, Shoulda let you go x3
Let you go

Let you go go go go.
Thursday, October 8, 2009,11:36 PM
08.10.09

1st. Finally downloaded finish Gamer
2nd. Finally update War3 to 1.24
3rd. I got lots of friends who are trying to cheer me up.
---------Thanks to---------------------
Char-Mui Mui
Syafila-Fila
Afrina-Finzie
Lulu
Jeannie
Li Xin
Marianne
Aida
Kah Wai
Raj
Jing Xin
Left out anybody?

It yes, I'm so sori, as you know "short" memory.
Hehe
=)
=>)
Went tuition this morning. At Bangsar.
It same as usual.
Then went makan at Taman Megah the shop thr.
Ordered pan mian.
Evan (cousin) ordered yee mian(or hw u spell it)

Reached home. Sis was watching Ghost Hunter while Nat was playin sims 3....again....
1st.Watched tv for awhile.
2nd.Then use the comp.
3rd.Then do homework.


I love Beautiful by Eminem!!!
It reminds me of HER
5:33 PM
Beautiful-Eminem

This song (Beautiful by Eminem) reminds of her.

Lately I’ve been hard to reach
I’ve been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone

Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me?
Like I’m reaching out for you.

(Verse 1)
I’m just so fucking depressed
I just can’t seem to get out of this slump
If I could just get over this hump
But I need something to pull me out this dump

I took my bruises, took my lumps
Fell down and I got right back up
But I need that spark to get psyched back up
In order for me to pick the mic back up

I don’t know how or why or when
I ended up being in the position I’m in
I’m starting to feel distant again
So I decided just to pick this pen

Up and try to make an attempt to vent
But I just can’t admit or come to grips
With the fact that I may be
Done with rap, I need a new outlet

And I know some shit so hard to swallow
But I just can’t sit back and wallow
In my own sorrow, but I know one fact
I’ll be one tough act to follow
One tough act to follow
I’ll be one tough act to follow
Here today, gone tomorrow
But you’d have to walk a thousand miles

(Chorus)
In my shoes just to see
What it’s like to be me
I’ll be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what it be like to
Feel your pain, you’ll feel mine
We’ll go inside each other’s minds
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each others eyes

Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

(Verse 2)
I think I’m starting to lose my sense of humor, everything ‘s so tense and gloomy, I
almost feel like I gotta check the temperature in the room just as soon as
I walk in, Its like all eyes on me, so I try to avoid any eye contact
Cuz if I do that, then it opens a door for conversation, like I want that!
I’m not looking for extra attention, I just want to just like you
Blend in with the rest of the room, maybe just point me to the closest restroom
I don’t need no fucking man servant, Trying to follow me around and wipe my ass
Laugh at every single joke I crack, and half of them ain’t even funny like

“Haa! Marshall you’re so funny man
you should be a comedian god damn”

Unfortunately I am, I just hide behind the tears of a clown
So why don’t you all sit down, listen to the tale I’m about to tell
Hell, we don’t gotta trade our shoes, and you ain’t gotta to walk no thousand miles

(Chorus)
In my shoes just to see
What it’s like to be me
I’ll be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what it be like to
Feel your pain, you’ll feel mine
We’ll go inside each other’s minds
Just to see what we find
Look at shit through each others eyes

Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Don’t let them say you aint’ beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

(Verse 3)
Nobody asked for life to deal us
With these bullshit hands we’re dealt
We gotta take these cards ourselves
and flip them don’t expect no help

Now I could’ve either just sat on my ass and pissed and moaned
Or take this situation in which I’m placed, get up and get my own
I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags
Or sat on the porch and hoped and pray for his dad to show up, who never did!

I just wanted to fit in
In every single place
and every school I went
I dreamed of being that cool kid
Even if it meant acting stupid

And aunt Edna always told me
Keep making that face it’ll get stuck like that
Meanwhile I’m just standing there
Holding my tongue trying talk like “this”

Til I stuck my tongue on a frozen stop sign pole at 8 years old
I learned my lesson then, cuz I wasn’t trying to impress my friends no more
But I already told you my whole life story, not just based on my description
Cuz where you see it, from where you’re sitting, its prolly 110 percent different

I guess we would have to walk a mile in each other’s shoes at least
What size you wear? I wear 10’s, lets see if you could fit your feet

(Chorus)
In my shoes just to see
What it’s like to be me
I’ll be you, lets trade shoes
Just to see what it be like to
Feel your pain, you’ll feel mine
We’ll go inside each other’s minds
Just to see what we find
Looking through each others eyes

Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you
Don’t let them say you ain’t beautiful
They can all get fucked, just stay true to you

(Queen Sample)
Lately I’ve been hard to reach
I’ve been too long on my own
Everybody has a private world
Where they can be alone

Are you calling me?
Are you trying to get through?
Are you reaching out for me?
Like I’m reaching out for you.

(Eminem)
Yeah, to my babies, stay strong, dad will be home soon, and to the rest of the world. God gave you them shoes, to fit you… so put them on and wear them and be yourself man, be proud of who you are. Even if it sounds corny, don’t ever let no one tell you, you aint beautiful…
Wednesday, October 7, 2009,9:23 PM
7.10.09

Schul was fun. Played "baseball" and paper planes with Darz n Cck. I realised that after we split. We actually talked more than when we were 2gether. Lazy update.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009,11:23 PM
06/10/09

Tuition...bah! B-O-R-I-N-G! as usual. Was quite sleepy! When finish tuition
Fila smsed me, that gonna have a B-Day party by Fila and for Fila at Sunway.
It was freakin awesome! Thx Fila! Fila's mum picked me up at Taman Bahagia LRT Station.
When she picked me. Pritykaa Fila n Aida was in d car dy. Actually I dunno that Aida was thr cuz she was sitting in front. And I no c her face. Then we picked up Darren then go Sunway. When we reached there, we went to Starbucks cuz Fila Mum nid go back and pick up Nelly and Mui Mui.

*Skip Skip Skip Skip...Fast Forward*

Me,Nelly,Darz,Haris,Firzad went to arcade while the girls(Mui Mui, Fila, Pritykaa,Aida,Finzie) watched a movie called 500 days of summer.

We suppose to spend 1 hr plus at a arcade?????

Finished d game thing
Fila mum brought us to the bowling place
So 5 of us played.
Darren so lucky!
In d 1st game, he got all 8 and 9 points in 7 throws
lol
i beat Nelson in d 2nd last place

2nd match
Haris took control
2 strikes
and once again i got 2nd last place
o and when halfway playin d 1 game
the girls came n played a game of theirself

Night, smsed HER
asked whether she still like me o no,
she said not really.
So Well basically we broke up.
o (
But we became best friends
and I hope that she will find a better person than me.
Monday, October 5, 2009,11:04 PM
06/10/09

Morning
Went EduSmart
tuition
for BM
reached thr
only got 1 person thr
slowly slowly slowly
(i mean really slow)
people start coming.
Then Kok Hui
Then Justin
then Damien
then James

I kept saying that Julia
likes Justin
and Justin likes Julia
Isn't it true???
Hehe

Beside that
I just found out that
in Justin's whole phone
the only contact that got a picture
is
guess who
JULIA!

Go Back home
Makan Bath
watched CSI for awhile( the Las Vegas edition)
Its about this fake FBI person
who been hit to death
by a pro wrestler called Mingus
Mingus or shud I say
"The Incredible Hulk"
(by the Witness)
beat the FBI agent until his brain...
brain? Brain!!!
come out
hand separated from body.
Worst of all
He die
in
a
dirty small smelly
bathroom
in a gas station in Vegas

Reached schul
Zabby n X
terus come at me! O.o
about the lose to David team
eh hw i play???
I so noob
plus my other 3 players damn noob
play bug lagi tu
Haiz~

In class(5 Ix)
Talked to Darz Zabby abt lots of stuff.
Then Simon started giving out money
as usual
Gave Darz RM10
Lynie think Rm20
Mui Mui RM35
Cck Rm 15 i think
I got none cuz i no tamak
Simon showed a RM10 note
and said
10 sec to come and take
I no wan to go
What wor?
then he toke RM50 n said 2 sec
eh 2 sec hw o?
Even if i took it
dun think i wud get it,
I not tamak oso

When finish school
the bus only left
me and Lynie

I no wan to talk to her
I scared she hates me
I really do

Maybe I shud just died
nobody ever cared about me
My death
bring the world good?

I keep listening
to a song
called
Cellar Door by Escape the Fate
and
So Close so Far by Hoobastank

What would I do to be with you? You're so close yet you're so far
Its tearing me apart
Friday, October 2, 2009,8:58 PM
Forgotten to say this

I'm with her again
Love you till end of world
Thanks!

8:21 PM
2.10.09 Happie day

Elo people!
Was happie
night be4 today
smsed HER
Asked whether can
get back 2gether
she said
she cried when goin back home
thinking that she still liked me
P.S...I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT
NOT EVEN WHEN THE SKY IS FALLIN(YEA ITS FROM CHICKEN LITTLE)
NOT EVEN MALAYSIA IS HAVING A EARTHQUAKE
NOT EVEN WHEN I GONNA DIE
I WILL STILL LOVE YOU!
She said
Okay,I will give you another chance
I was so happy after listening that

Before that
She said that
"Hey we can get back 2gether
if Me or she no like another person
after 1 month"

I said O...
thinking
1 month!?
1 month is too long!!!
*Sob*
1 Month is 4 weeks and 3 days( i think)
4 weeks and 3 days is 31 days!
31 days is 744 hours
744 hours is 44640 minutes
44640 is 2678400 seconds
its so long!


8:11 PM
30.09.09

Today was a really
really
really
sad day.
Received a sms after
tuition
Onli gonna write
last line.
She says
"So Yea, I wanna split"

That message
especially that line
totally broke my heart
felt like just walk on the road
and let a car
hit me n end my stupid life
Pretty sure after I died
nobody would ever cared
Maybe it could bring the world
good
for losing a person
who is
stupid,ugly,coward,fat,idiot, and many many more
you name it.

I was emo the whole day
onli during KH class
Pn.Lim brought d mesin jahitan thing
n Raj n few other ppl go tried it
they press d bottom thing
to start it
then it like went so fast!
Lucky no benang
I dunno why they ask me to go
O.o

At night
smsed Mui Mui
she cheered me up
got 1 line
said
Eh,what if i killed my self
She went mad...
Then tidur...
with a really sad,afraid,miserable heart.

Quote of the day
"I love you
"You hate me"

P.S.
It was on 30 of September
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